Nightmareland

Can I be paid for having nightmares 

Cause I am sick of this!!!!

 I ended up having another nightmare again. It wasn’t exactly the best thing for me, but it was what it was I don’t know exactly what was the evil presence this time, but I think it was mostly a poltergeist than anything else. That being said, it was kind of frightening to see the poltergeist come out of nowhere from being invisible to being seen right away what is frightening for me and I just didn’t really enjoy the idea of a five nights at Freddy’s was coming out me kind of thing scaring the living shit out of me. If you were to say that and I was screwed over meaning I was about to die but then I woke up and slam my fist against my goddamn iPad nearly breaking out thank God not, this is basically my night I had to it was a good night sleep but I wish it was just a dream that was a little bit easier on my nerves. It probably has to do with what I’ve been watching on YouTube. Or something else for five nights at Freddy’s it gotta go  let’s just say I’m a little obsessed with five nights at Freddy’s because it’s kind of interesting but now it’s kind of like no thank you I don’t wanna deal with you anymore. 

The fact is that I took a coffee in the morning, more or less, really helping matters with the situation as I was trying to avoid coffee but my friend offered me some, so how am I supposed to be fucked in Road? Also, I am supposed to be saving my money for other things after my tattoo there is talk of more coffee and I just can’t handle the coffee at this point in time because this is kind of hitting up my life right now as far as my sleep life is concerned. I mean I don’t know what the fuck is going on that’s causing me to have these nightmares I’d like to know I know that I’m going to a psychiatrist for my PTSD medication and that’ll be the end of that story after that but I’d like to know what the fuck is going on why am I having his goddamn nightmares last night for example, I think I must’ve bought myself in the nose because I had you guessed it a little bit of a nightmare. I couldn’t remember exactly the nightmare, but my nose does because I bought myself in the nose and I had a little bit of a bleed, so you can just imagine that I was going around fucking around with saline solution for quite some time. 

This is an exactly my ideal thing that I have these outburst of nightmares and stuff because of the exact time of year this is the time where the veil thins for three days or so, and then thickens up again and available tween this world and the world where my mother is in the spirit world and I guess there’s not a friendly spiritual online today because it’s kind of fucking me up and it’s really aggravating me.    Basically the spirit realm is like Facebook or lose any of your any ofBasically the spirit realm is like Facebook or like any of your favourite social medias if you want you can look up your favourite spirit. Where are you end up looking at? Just like you would look up a friend but be careful. Want to do that. When you’re looking out for your favourite spirit you’re going to end up having some demons that have the same name just like he would find a hacker, scammers and pornographers on your social media trying to cause the cells are your friends it’s kind of ridiculous to be honest with you, but that’s exactly what the spirit realm is like it’s like you have to be savvy with it, just like you have to be savvy with facebookn or spacehey, or off-line or anything for that matter! It is kind of scary that you’re dealing with some spirits that you don’t want to really deal with for the rest of the year and I don’t blame myself for that. I don’t know what triggered the poltergeist and the other bulbs in the night was kind of pissing me off if you ask me.

I am pretty damn sure it’s a Fuckin coffee because I can’t see myself not having one of these when I’m not having coffee and the only thing that really avoiding this is the idea that I’m trying to avoid coffee every time I have had coffee and felt like I was playing with the oh cold and not exactly my idea to wake up in the upright position ready to fly, screaming and yelling and saying oh fuck it’s just a dream.   And they set an alarm over this goddamn man from over this goddamn Halloween right now because of the spirits in the spirit world are trying to get an answer with them, or not to exactly pleasant to deal with. I would rather just not deal with them.